So I just fucking hate myself right now. I really am not in a good mood and I made a mistake. My mistake was texting Katie, I mean it started with her responding to a text I sent hours ago. And she responded when I was in a bad mood. While I was talking to her she was being well, stupid, I know that is not the best thing to say but she was; and Katie if you are reading this then you should know I am still in that terrible mood and do not judge me on this.
I feel like I need to get away. I need to not be on the football team. I need to have more time to become what I want to become. I need to be me.
That is not going to happen anytime soon and I know it.
I truly hate my life, although I know it is not the worst, it is the only one I have lived and I hate it!